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Empty again.
Why?
Didn't I just fill you up?

You're not the boss of me.
I'm in control.
I'm the one pulling the strings.

I will make you see.
You cannot lord over me.
I won't let you.

Pain.
Is that how it's gonna be?
Are you gonna use that card?

So be it.
I'll fight you.
Don't test me.

You know I need you.
I hate needing you.
Despise it.

You make me want to scream.
Loudly, menacing, fully
to show how utterly I hate you.

I can't take it.
I'm not gonna let you control me.
Not anymore.
©2009 ~Makato-Kino
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Author's Comments

I recently started cutting back my food intake and such, to get healthier.
However, my stomach retaliated by always feeling empty, even if I had just eaten.
All because I wanted to lower the amount of calories and such I took in.
I needed to get my anger out. And here ya go.

When I read this, I know it sounds sorta, eating disorder sounding-ish?
And I have body issues, I know this.
But I promise, people: the control mentioned is not by not eating or throwing up.
So, yeah.

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